Patience is a virtue

I've always considered myself to be somewhat of a patient person.  I don't remember ever over stressing wanting christmas or birthdays to get here faster.  I will admit that when hubby and I were divorced and in the process of reconciling that I wanted time to hurry till we could be back together,  and wanted vacation to arrive a little faster but not a whole lot more.  Now, however, I find myself to be stressing big time wanting the dr to hurry up and call me with the results.  If it's bad news, then so be it, but let me know now!  The waiting and not knowing is agony.  I know that I need to just turn it over to God and let what will be be but when I sit and think of all the possibilities and outcomes there may be it terrifies me.  Just let me know already!