long time

been a really long time since I posted anything here.  lots have happened - hubby retired, had total knee replacement that bothers him more now than before he had it done, I fought breast cancer, daughter still living at home which I enjoy but I am so tired of being a "slave".  she is up late most nights and then sleeps late the next day only to decide she wants to clean and needs help at 11 in the evening.  Hubby attitude has not improved and in fact continues to deteriorate it seems.  We seldom do anything together.  We do go to Bingo every week but other than that we are here with me on the computer and him reading continuously.  wish he would get a part time job or maybe I should but every time I mention it he gets a bit angry though he won't admit it.  just tired of being a doormat for everyone here.  at times feel very unloved and wonder why I am still even trying.  From him got NOTHING for birthday or Valentines and don't expect anything for anniversary that is in 2 weeks.  bought him a new wedding ring though I wonder why on that as well.  can't vent on FB cause daughter will read it and get upset and I don't want that.  she is already on anti-depressants. maybe that is what I need.  just feeling totally worthless anymore.  I work my butt off trying to get things organized only to have to bring things out of daughter's room and mess up what I have already tried to do.  Hubby took over doing the dishes when he retired but unless I nag or bribe him they sit for days at a time before he finally does them and lately I get fed up and do them myself which is happening more and more frequently.  oh well enough complaining cause I know it doesn't do me any good..  am going to try and keep this up more though I am the only one who will ever see it.